CAMERA OBSCURA
Something is happening in the picture
The woman looks into the lens of the camera,
a third eye focused on the girl she was before
The slope of her stomach in daisy print
cotton bathing suit defines her predicament
The protruding belly disappears
behind the angled hand,
throbbing breasts contend in silence
Any pain can be buried, any secret
concealed behind a smile.But the arc light of the camera reveals
Souls burn like lit candles We are as blind
to regret
as the camera is aware of its presence
Do you think this woman is me?
It isn't. Years after her death,
I tell you this: the stomach was emptied
Its decayed contents like sparrow wings
nailed to the rafters, attract only owls
So To Speak: A Feminist Journal of Language & Art
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